at times seriously feel like i am enjoying my busy life but then its also kind of feel so "living for others" like that leh... dunno why. like as in i am still pretty much being myself around others but i don't have enough time to myself... you know like doing some things e.g. painting or arranging photos or doing handicrafts for my friends myself... like that whole me-time thing is gone... argh. feel so !@#$%^ cos i dunno who to blame. so the feeling is super irritating... argh!!!! i have to resort to writing diary in between hectic schedule which is like....... !@#$ argh again!!!