"i'll like a drop of rainwater refracting light...
and a dash of illumination across the endless dark too."

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Andrea Bocelli... Con Te Partiro

When I'm alone I dream on the horizon
and words fail; yes, I know there is no light
in a room where the sun is absent, if you are not with me.

At the windows show everyone my heart
which you set alight; enclose within me
the light you encountered on the street.

I'll go with you, to countries I never
saw and shared with you now, yes, I shall experience them.
I'll go with you on ships across seas
which, I know no, no ,exist no longer;
with you I shall experience them.

When you are far away I dream on the horizon
and words fail, and, yes, I know that you are with me;
you, my moon, are here with me,
my sun, you are here with me.

I'll go with you to countries I never
saw and shared with you, now, yes, I shall experience them.
I'll go with you on ships across seas
which, I know, no, no, exist no longer;
with you I shall experience them again.

I'll go with you on ships across the seas
which, I know, no, no, exist no longer;
with you I shall experience them again.
I'll go with you, I with you.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

there was once a little girl.

there was once a little girl who wanted so strongly to believe that the light would definitely reach the darkest of the darkest region one day. she firmly believed so as this was the only way people can draw strength to live on. hope. then she met another soul who clouded himself in such complete darkness she became scared. she's never seen anyone else who's world was this dark and she wished so much to bring him to the brighter side. yet she does not know how. though she's seen people from both worlds and she lives in the brighter world  herself, but he had spent too long a time in the dark that he has lost his belief in light altogether. what should she do? gloominous hopelessness is so infectious, its creating wounds at such an alarming rate, so fast that love could not heal the wounds in time. happiness spread, but they end so fast. hope. was she wrong? hope. how to show it to him before he convinced her that her world does not exist and that they are both in the dark world together actually? no. she is surely right about the light. she just need more candles around her to convince him. more candles. more warmth.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

lyric-ing attempt 2

one day you will wonder.

verse 1
see, the world you live in isn't coloured
be intrigued, or, be filled with apathy
you found a sense of loss and lost your sense of keeping
oh, what a pity!

and one day you'll just wonder
so this day you just ponder
tomorrow may be different
but you're just the same

verse 2
you tread on cos the crowd pushed you along
you can't hide among the crowd (you can't hide)
not when the street's filled with people like you (just like you)
isn't this funny!

verse 3
tried to be unique or extremily plain
tried to be funny and end up with tears welling
what's the point of purpose, what's the real bewilderment?
think too much, too much.

and so you keep on thinking if you are thinking that you are thinking
and then you stop dreaming to see if you are really dreaming
and you'll be filled with nothing except fairly confusing concludings and...

and one day you'll just wonder
so this day you just ponder
tomorrow may be different
but you're just the same, just the same

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

inspired by a show fish recently watched, she decided to try some lyric-ing. :)

existing, you.

missing the missing through others' eyes
and piecing the pieces in others' minds
linking the distant us in a distance, i'm looking for you

tearing the pages of looking back
weaving the thin threads of a clouded mind
enduring the pursue for the distant wish, i'm finding you

a running mad hatter on forbidden tracks
after the fading scent of missing you
like a butterfly that has never landed, i'm chasing you

into the abyss of forgotten souls
trying to fill my non-existing heart
losing the strength and hope of holding on, i'm letting you go

the round crescent and the autumn snow
finiting the never ending timelessness,
now i'm wanting your existence and so i'm dreaming of you

Sunday, October 3, 2010

why do one often find things looking nice and simple when one looks at the surface, but once one decided to ply and look beneath, each layer gets uglier and ever more complicated? what would the last and final core be like then? would one know? or rather, would one ever want to know?

here's a story i want to tell.

here's a story i am telling.

here's a story i've just told.

here, its your turn. what's your story?
while trying to rush out an assignment report, i tried catching the last few episodes of tvb 强剑, in between my breaks, and, i was simply appalled by its ending. appalled enough for me to pen down my complaints here. really rare for a rather loyal tvb fan like me. but the ending is simply too much. *warning: emotional entry.

强剑: do NOT watch the final episode if you haven't. (the other episodes are great)

the final episode simply KILLED the whole series of 强剑 totally. totally. my goodness. i was about to rank it as one of my favourite series until i watched the last episode. and i totally wished it had just ended at any other earlier episodes, anyone of them will do. SERIOUSLY. i don't get what the scripwriter is thinking? everything from episode 1-19 was entertaining and fun to watch and the last episode is like jaw drop times ten. make it times hundred. the worst worst feeling i've ever gotten from a tvb drama.

成风 and 荆磊 taking the death of 莫问(司马雪)so lightly is simply??!!!北堂傲 exploding is ???!!!! the musical is another ????!!!!! and the worse of them all is 成风 marrying 水灵. really. ??????!!!!!!!!!!. that totally IS IT. i HATE it when such a good casting simply went to waste cos of a ?????!!!!!!!! script???!!!! argh. totally pissed off. how can tvb do this to its loyal fan. *hurt. totally. lose faith + feels cheated.

how can 成风 go with 水灵 and not 北堂紫珑?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!. irritated. totally. how can they waste a series like this with such great potential??????????!!!!!!!!!!!! kns. argh. seriously kns. its like i had SO MUCH LIKING for this series and the ending simply made me regret to even begin watching this whole show in the first place and getting attached to the characters. pissed off. argh. :( i think i can continue working on my report for a quite a while since the final episode simply made me very... ????!!!!!.

can they please remake the last episode and brand it as 'the other ending'? i will gladly go and buy that episode's vcd, seriously. just remake it. really. how can tvb do this to me? :( i dun even want to put its picture here lest i get reminded of the ????!!!!! ending. seriously.