"i'll like a drop of rainwater refracting light...
and a dash of illumination across the endless dark too."

Sunday, October 28, 2012


an impetuous moment is all it takes,
for her well-concealed wall to reveal the entrance.

the only way to convince her is,
simply be absolutely more convicted than she is,
which is a daunting task itself.

a slippery fish,
so apt at slipping away.

fate, much like calypso's,
neither held nor cursed,
she lives in this non-existent island and watches the unreachable horizon,
with a sweet tinge of melancholy.

she's such a fish.
the battle of the labyrinth
(by rick riordan)

"the Fates make sure that the sort of hero they send...  they send a person who can never stay... they send me a hero i can't help... just the sort of person i can't help falling in love with."

calypso... the biggest "what if"... when eternity lasts forever.

Thursday, October 25, 2012

between the rain drops

in my dream, you held my hand and we walked between the rain drops.
it felt so real i smiled.

yet, well aware of my tendency to conjure beautiful dreams which simply does not exist in real life,
i let my smile fade.

the danger of dreaming too much,
not the first time.

but for that fleeting moment,
i was really happy, in a simple and warm way.

i was swept gently away,
away by my shoes.

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

made. for. you.

... but these stories don't mean anything...
when you've got no one to tell them to.

i climbed across the mountaintops,
travel across the ocean blue.
i cross over lines and i broke all the rules,
and baby i broke them all for you.

you see the smile that's on my mouth,
it's hiding the words that don't come out.

.... no they don't know who i really am
and they don't know what i've been through
like you do, and i was made for you.

made. for. you.

do these lyrics mean the same to you as they do to me,
or are you just being an understanding friend... the way you are?

that night, under the pale moonlight,
have you already walked away with my heart without me realizing it?
are you that pair of shoes meant solely for me... though you've never whispered my name?

or, are you just
another. quiet. guy.?

Wednesday, October 10, 2012


moral conscience,
free will,
bane? blessing?

do as i please.
living life to the fullest? lost?

Saturday, October 6, 2012


marriage is a gift, so is singlehood.
for a lifetime of commitment, you need to meet the right person at the right time, and be the right person to that person.
for singles, you hold the heart of freedom in your hands, and its for you to spend wisely, love freely and offer meaningfully.

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Wednesday, October 3, 2012


contentment mingled with simplicity,
the little crevice where emptiness lies remains.
such is the world of an autistic fish, a free-spirited but lost fish.

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Tuesday, October 2, 2012

i mind. yes, i do.
after all these years,
your benchmark still exists.