"i'll like a drop of rainwater refracting light...
and a dash of illumination across the endless dark too."

Saturday, October 27, 2007

you'll know when you know. sometimes some things we really can't help it and we can't stop it either. is it really true that finding someone who loves you more than you love him/her is happier than finding someone who loves you less than you loving him/her? is it possible to find someone who loves you equally much as you love him/her and for who you are and not who they want you to become?

some people like to quantise love. others try to rationalise and logicalise it. i am part of those who idealise it. i always hope to find it naturally and let it grow under the most ordinary circumstance. i wish it will be strong, pure and eternal - who doesn't? serendipity - how often? some look for it while others await it patiently. some wants it but doesn't believe in its existence. you? i believe and i hope i will continue to believe in it.

its just the question of meeting the right one? are you the right one for the one you feel is right for you?

can the hassle and bustle of mundane life really tone dull true love? if intensity of feelings can really be maintained, why do we keep hearing so often that things before and after marriage are totally different; attitudes change and flavours become blender? the reason you like someone so much is because you haven't been able to find any possible replacement yet? or simply, eventually everyone still love themselves the most?

whats your take on love? may have found the right person? may have thought so cos haven't found another more suitable one? are you the right one? serendipity? seeking or waiting?

Saturday, October 13, 2007

will memories be as sweet if you get to relieve them over and over again?
will things stay the same or very much change?

does our mind rules our heart or our feelings rule our thoughts?
thinking too much?
can these be controlled? by anything?
will this be transient?

human heart is a simple structure that's difficult to understand

prone to invisible breakage and injury,
may heal and mend itself in time or may not?
may skip a beat or two or beat non-stop,

it knows what the mind does not and things are worse when the mind thinks too much. where's my terabithia?