"i'll like a drop of rainwater refracting light...
and a dash of illumination across the endless dark too."

Saturday, December 22, 2012

equality and... equity

equity and equality.
they sat on a bench one day,
and realised they would never be the same.

you chose to wait,
expecting him to take the first step towards you
simply because he is the guy.

and all the while bent on the idea of equality.
perhaps, equity.

you want another who is like yourself,
who would understand,
who gives you the feeling others don't,
who can make you feel safe.
who is able to dance with you through the storms,
and who has the magic to make you believe that everything will indeed be alright.

all the while being the simple and ordinary girl you are.


keep waiting.

Sunday, December 16, 2012

out. of. reach.

the more out of reach, the more you think.
the more you think, the more you dream.
the more you dream, the more you want.
the more you want, the more out of reach.

 hasn't this already been taught before?

alright then.
since neither time nor chance is on our side,
and neither of us are taking the step, i guess... that's that.

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Saturday, December 15, 2012

watch your time.

wear a watch, be bound by time.
leave your watch behind, and get lost in time.

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to start it off i know you know me,
to come to think of it, it was only last week
that i had a dream about us,

everytime you see me what do u see?

oh baby, you're the only thing that i really need,
baby that's why...

you make me wanna call you in the middle of the night
you make me wanna hold you till the morning light
you make me wanna love,
you make me wanna fall,
you make me wanna surrender my soul

i know this is a feeling that i just can't fight,
you're the first and last thing on my mind
you make me wanna love
you make me wanna fall,
you make me wanna surrender my soul

well i know that these feelings won't end now
they'll just get stronger if i see you again

baby i'm tired of being friends
i wanna know if you feel the same,
and could you tell me do you feel my pain?
don't leave me in doubt

Friday, December 14, 2012

nothing more.

it probably meant nothing more.
though i wish it did.
still, you didn't stay.

so its just another night...
of shooting stars, 
of floating thoughts.

a wandering mind, and, a hidden wish.

the sweetest dream

again. i dreamt of you.
this time you told me how you felt.
i was elated.
i felt myself burning.
the power of dreams.
but i forced myself to wake up and stop thinking about the impossible,
just so i can return to reality.
my sky thief, my shoes.
you make me dream.
so near, yet so far...
what do you dream about?

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Saturday, December 8, 2012

good. intentions.

i've seen a lot things in life that words can't explain
see we ain't any different but we just ain't the same

they never listen when we tell 'em, tell 'em
all they understand is venom, venom

people only use you when you let 'em, let 'em
well if that's the case then i'm the one to blame

cos there's a man over board
and the tides gonna drag him down

if there's a man in the clouds
then tell me where the hell is he now

why is the silence so loud
have i thrown it all the way

let me know, let me know
tell me is that what happens just for having a good intention, tension
look what happened to my good intention, tension

why won't anybody answer my question
why is the silence so loud

i think i threw it all the way
i don't know, i don't know
but lemme know
hear me out before you label me the bad one

i'm walking through the desert but i'm drowning inside
no river runs deeper than the tear from my eye

you only went and made me bitter, bitter
i wish i wasn't such a giver, giver
apologise to my liver, liver

cos if that's the case then your the one to blame

am i wrong to think the worlds got it in for me
and am i right to say i'm longing for some sympathy
see i feel a sound, but i can't hear it
that's my heart strings getting played like a symphony

you know you turned me insane
why you staring at window when i'm the one with the pain

you know you set me off the rails
and you'll be to blame

Sunday, December 2, 2012

keep on waiting... underneath the mistletoe.

i don't want a lot for christmas,
there is just one thing i need.

... i just want you for my own,
more than you could ever know.
make my wish come true,
all i want for christmas is... you.

... i won't ask for much this christmas,
i won't even wish for snow.

i'm just gonna keep on waiting,
underneath the mistletoe.

santa won't you bring me the one i really need,
won't you please bring my baby to me?

i don't want a lot for christmas,
this is all i'm asking for;

i just want to see my baby standing right outside my door.
i just want him for my own,
more than you could ever know.

make my wish come true,
all i want for christmas is you.