"i'll like a drop of rainwater refracting light...
and a dash of illumination across the endless dark too."

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

would you mind pausing for that little while?
and simply breathe just by yourself?
if not, please breathe for me?
or, let me breathe for that little while?

choice.
would it had been easier to make a choice and then pull through the choice you make?
or give up halfway and then blame yourself thereafter?
what about today?
what if you are making me more than i was meant to be?

why do one still get one's plate filled up,
even if one don't go around asking for food?
why do one swallow all these food,
even though one was never hungry?

why do one put one's stomach to the test
just because food should never be wasted?
why can't people serving you see how filled your plate already is and how full you are?
why can't they look for another plate to pile their food?

cos you are simply too convincing in your assuring smile?
cos you are round the corner though you tried to hide?
cos you are too yourself?

cos they never bothered asking you?
cos it was never their concern to know what's going on with you.
cos you think you can take it in the end?
cos they think you can take it in the end?

would you mind pausing for that little while?
and simply breathe just by yourself?
if not, please breathe for me?
or, let me breathe for that little while?

just a little while.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

everyone in his or her life lives to find and learn to see the greater scheme of things.
some will see this picture earlier than others, while some may lose sight of the picture somewhere along the way.
it doesn't matter when one starts to find cos it is not necessarily the earlier one starts, the faster one finds.
yet, once one gets the big picture, finding the balance point becomes easier, though it will still be a constant balancing process.
but everyone will start somewhere,
and, everyone will meet some point, if not at the end.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

the instant you forfeit your right to choose, haven't you already chosen?

there are some things in life in which you know once you let go, you can never find them back.
and yet, there are also things in life which you have to let go, so you can find yourself.

so what if the very moment you open your hand, you realised you'll regret for life?
and what if you can never really know if you should until you open your hand?

in all wisdom, we should simply grab as little as we can in life, just so we will have an easier time letting go and lesser things to let go of.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

看完了整部 《花样男子》,印像最深刻的一幕是在景和智厚的一段对话。

"爱情是跟据欲望而实现的,我和智厚都属于太没欲望的人吧?"


总觉得爱的定义和方式似乎太广了。

是应该不顾一切的追逐,就算对方是因为你的爱而痛苦,只因你坚信能给她别人所无法给她的幸福?但你凭什么这么认为?

是应该小心翼翼地处处都为对方着想,把对方的思想和感受都看得比自己的还要重上好几倍,完全尊重对方的抉择,就算自己的心就快伤到不行了?

爱情到底应该是让人失去自我还是找回自己?
是终于在对方心里看到了自己的价值?
是觉悟了只要对方幸福就好,其它的一切包括自己都不重要?

当你和他在一起却又始终无法找到那个平衡点时,是否意味着这并不是一段属于你们的爱情?

总觉得伊智厚对金丝草的爱比起具俊表对她的爱来得更无私,更令人为之所动些。
也觉得如果 《花样男子》 里的 F4 若不是有如此超凡的才华,样貌和气质的话,一切的一切就只会是一段再平凡不过的爱情故事而已。

不论如何,安静地守护在一旁的伊智厚和放开了具俊表的夏在景都应该找寻一段真正属于他们自己完整的爱情,因为他们都值得去拥有真正完整的甜蜜和幸福。:)