"i'll like a drop of rainwater refracting light...
and a dash of illumination across the endless dark too."

Saturday, July 28, 2012

maybe i know, somewhere deep in my soul
that love never lasts

... always lived like this.
... keeping a comfortable distance.
...content with loneliness.

because none of it was ever worth the risk.

... tight grip on reality
but can't let go of what's in front of me here

... leave me with some kind of proof, it's not a dream.

no exception.
though i'm believing.
no, no exception.

thought hey, could be something
'cos everything you do and words you say
takes my breath away

... maybe two is better than one
but there're no exceptions.

... so much time, to figure out the rest in my life

and i thought hey,
maybe two is better than one
but there're no exceptions.

no, no exceptions.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

... cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be,
thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
and you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

so i'm not moving...
i'm not moving.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

all that i say i am,
yet none of which was true.
so, think what you want.
baffling chain of thoughts.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

at last, so long.
little ideal world of fish.
she just can't seem to mend the invisible cracks fast enough.
she'll never be fast enough.

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Saturday, July 14, 2012

i don't know if its me as much as its you,
an empty portal on the hill.
so still it stood.
the wind blew,
the chime chimed.

"click" i heard, twice.
i turned around,
to wipe the tears off the reindeer's face.

his eyes were deep,
so were mine.
yet nothing saved our souls.
deep down, i really don't agree.
but since you'll never care enough to truly listen,
or make it a point to try and see it from my perspective,
i guess we'll just end it at there.

i know where you are coming from,
and i understand why you think the way you think.
its just that i wished you'll try that bit harder to see it from a different point of view,
my point of view.

i don't think i will ever get what is cool about:
putting yourself at the center of the universe all the time?
putting on a strong front and be bound by your own pride?
being angry half the time and then spend the other half being annoyed with things and people around you?
thinking that you can never be wrong?
thinking that the way you live your life is the only best way?

by choosing to do whatever you want, with a couldn't-care-less and irregardless attitude, haven't you already been bought by the way of the world, got yourself stuck in the society's meaningless pursuits and living under the false impression that you still have it all under your control?

to me,
cool is when you choose to do the right and just thing.
cool is when you think of others before you think of yourself.
cool is when you know the real meaning of love and choose to love, even if that means placing the interests of the people you love above your own.

really, all of us have the same free will to do whatever we want.
but why on earth would making choices that lead to a stuck-up and self-righteous attitude be cool in any way?

because honestly, being selfish is never hard.
being selfless is.

Thursday, July 5, 2012

on my mind.
somehow every single thing reminds me of you today.
but this time round i will not be the one breaking the silence.
i promised myself that.
that i'll keep holding on,
to reality.
to the door so you can slip away from it.

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