because reality is a matter of perception and when you look in the middle you find no one there except yourself. because in a game of squash, there are no losers... yet neither are there any winners.
you are simply playing against yourself, along with everyone else.
because when you look too deep and think too much, it makes it hard for others to follow.
because there is only one us in the world, so we'll always be alone.

because fish is in an autistic mode.
because fish needs and wants space to herself.

where can she go to have the whole seaside, sky and stars to herself just for that little moment? just for that little while? where?