fear.

 

时光背面

遇见是场意外
心却在风里摇摆

等思绪万千波动琴弦
谁又站在分裂的黑夜

你不知道风的颜色
不知道被吹散的轮廓

不知道时光背面的我
思绪踏过星河

你不知道雨的凉薄
不知道被打湿的沉默

不知道时光是本小说
而我 是你一旁的角色

somebody

除此之外 要你明白
你的笑 我真是喜欢看

除此之外 非常遗憾
你的心 我还是打不开

看起来 这故事会写不完

zzz.

there's something in your tone of voice -

something that is calming, bordering on hypnosis.

soothing... yet intriguing.

something that feels like still water runs deep.

something reminiscing of moonlight sonata, a piece that i really liked.

something that makes me wonder who really, are you?

你知道 我是谁

习惯了黑的深邃
再野也无畏
等星坠的余辉照亮谁
流放者的同类
藏着寂寞在防卫
但温柔总是无坚不摧

没遇见你我是谁
没有你的我是谁
没有你 无所谓 我是谁

我在漫无目的之中虚度
又没人催促

无家可归的漂流客在妄想找到归宿
早就没了目的地像只盘旋的孤雁

就在我快要放弃之前
你突然出现
带给我光亮
让我在无穷尽的漆黑里面找到方向

不会再犹豫 不再四处张望

你拿走我的在乎我的所有注意力
但让我知道我是谁也给我一个目的地

没遇见你我是谁
没有你的我是谁
当悬丝的傀儡

有过温度的体会
瞳孔里不再是黑白灰
冷漠是盔甲里的人强忍的伤悲
一滴泪 就能被摧毁

你拿走我的在乎我的所有注意力
拒绝向宿命妥协因为心有所归

是你的 我不属于谁
你知道 我是谁

可不可以不勇敢

我们可不可以不勇敢
当心太累梦太乱无力承担
就算现很流行释然
好像什么困境都知道该怎么办

我们可不可以不勇敢?

aboard the ship of Theseus

scribble, waves,

"did it exist?"

a page, a chapter,

flip.

a gentle breeze,

crisp wind chimes and vibrant, falling petals.

a track, a trail,

a door.

footsteps, whisperings,

"are you coming in?"

not all who wander are lost.

心 . 之所动

我曾难自拔于世界之大
也沉溺于其中梦话
心之所动 且就随缘去吧

... start looking differently at the world.

finally, after such a long while, an epistemological and metaphysical film that is as intriguing as it is complex. 

"We live in a twilight world and there are no friends at dusk."

"His ignorance is our only protection."

"What's happened, happened."

"... start looking differently at the world."

there.

passion. 

intelligence. 

depth. 

quiet confidence.

mostly it.

天真

給我多一分鐘去認真

讓我重新思索這人生

然後無畏無懼的啟程

因為你的愛 值得我飛奔

相信山盟海誓的天真

擁抱奮不顧身的傷痕

清平乐

持中，制衡。

礼起于敬 而止于仁。

齐家，治国，平天下。

虽没高潮迭起的剧情，但身居高位者的种种牵制，考量，纠结反更显真实。

此剧将 ‘高处不胜寒’ 的境地发挥得淋漓尽致。

国之安稳，千丝万缕。

明君仁君所肩负的天下何止千斤重担？

君。

鹤唳华亭

君王的德行就是邦国的基石。

君子行路不但要提防小人对自己的伤害，更要提防的是和小人对抗时，自己对自己对自己的伤害，所以道比术要难得多。

道理全听，举步维艰。

道理不听，死路一条。

权，非权衡取舍，壁害趋利，

非权宜策划，图谋算计， 

非舞权弄势，强而凌弱。

为君者有所为不易，有不为更难。

有些事不可做，有些事不可错。

旅途

如果我 一颗心被你俘虏
就流浪 在你怀里的国度
我沿你手掌心的纹路启程我的追逐

如果你 眉宇都挂着孤独
就抚摸 让你冰山化成湖
我陪你 疯的任性糊涂笑的泪眼模糊

就一眼 爱变成一种天赋
心跳在你面前有了温度

我为你 开始领悟
忘掉明天和假如幸福就是满足

只一眼 爱变成一种天赋
不自觉 能牵你笑抱你哭

我为你有了旅途
不管离天涯几步 我都不在乎

三生三世十里桃花 ❤

only managed to catch this 3 years after its first release in 2017, but i can completely understand why it had been such a popular series.

the art director definitely did a charming job bringing the fantasy realm to life in this series.
the character development was done pretty well too, as was the casting, scripting, and even the editing of the series itself.

it will require a lot of will power to not fall for a character like ye hua in this story, and wishing to find someone like him to spend an eternity with.

his character practically covered all the idealistic traits of THE perfect soul mate.



there's of course his undying, transcending, self-sacrificing, intense and faithful love for susu/baiqian that will have most female audience rooting for, not to mention his inherent suaveness.

there's also his patience and willingness to make practically every single choice centering around her interest and wishes.

while at that, he also happened to be one of the most gifted celestial of his generation.
a brilliant strategist, possessing both brawn and brain, as well as a honorable character.

his capability to lead and manage tricky subjects and situations while making just and sound decisions for the greater good or for the right intention - without compromising his moral judgment - makes him extremely enticing.

it is indeed apt for a brilliant strategist like himself to only fall for someone who is genuinely kind and simple like susu, since few can parallel his intelligence and meticulousness in this series.

nevertheless, the ultimate soft spot for all female audience has to be his deeply affectionate and cheeky side which he only shows when he is around susu/baiqian. this sits extremely well with the fundamental notion of everyone wishing that they are unique and irreplaceable in this world, especially to the person they are in love with.



爱在天地中流转
 一颗心为谁奔忙
四海八荒 身在何方
 岁月该如何安放

掌心的泪握到滚烫
只愿为你三生痴狂
落花满天 又闻琴香
与你天地间徜徉

如果爱太荒凉 我陪你梦一场
赎回你所有泪光.
这一路有多远 这三世有多长
执手到地老天荒.

风凄凄雾茫茫 雨滚滚雪漫漫
一步步都陪你同往
牵着手 别惊慌 管明天会怎样
哪怕注定流浪 哪怕海角天涯

手牢牢不放 爱念念不忘
人生何须多辉煌
浮华的终成空 执著的都随风
情路何须多跌宕

要遇多少风浪 心不再摇晃
一起细数这过往
陪你等 风停了 雾散了 雨住了 雪化了

再见绝美月光 还有我在你身旁

torn.

nothing's right on time,
illusion never change.

dare i.

on my own
pretending he's beside me

when i lose my way i close my eyes
and he has found me

and i know it's only in my mind

all the lights are misty in the river
in the darkness, the trees are full of starlight

every day i'm learning
all my life

without me
his world will go on turning

and i know it's only in my mind

l'amour

J'aurais tant à lui dire si j'avais su parler.

anchor and waves.

a verb, not a fixed state of attainment.

trust, is key.

time

an ephemeral glimpse of eternity -

why the longing for something fleeting, now and then?

footprints in the sand, here now, gone later - what remains, save an etched, brief thought?

a heart's sojourn transpired, she heaves.

spark

darkness is the state of absence of light; it only manifests when light ceases to exist.
hope, a trick candle, never fails to re-light itself.

a calling ignites a spark,
a spark fuels passion,
passion changes things.

it only takes a spark to start a fire,
that can be relentless in its destruction, or cleansing, in its own way.

humanity can be shaped with just a single spark - for better or for worse - it all boils down to the person holding that spark.

one day, when you receive the spark,
decide how you can burn most brightly with it - for worthy causes - then pass it on and inspire others to do the same.

you only live once - burn bright.