eternity.

would eternity be too long even if you spend it with the one you love?

so many things i want to see.
so many things i want to learn.
so many places i want to go.
so many wants, so little time.

yet to see people i love leaving before me
is not something i am strong enough for.

so eternity,
depending on when you reach me, my answer would be different.


lonely amongst crowd,
comfort in being alone.

lost in a world away,
a fish dreams.

wish for a white christmas some day...

life will never be perfect, but that doesn't mean we'll have to stop dreaming.

have a merry little christmas then :)

happy holidays!

this is how i am feeling today. now.

a while since the beginning.
hope there'll never be an end.
the gust alongside the rain, may it never cease.

people can be generally grouped into 2 categories; the 1st consists of the easy-to-read and the 2nd the hard-to-read (which also includes the nothing-much-to-read). the nothing-much-to-read are sometimes confused with the hard-to-read because readers may think it as a form of higher order concealment by them. the easy-to-read are usually the most relaxed to hangout with since lesser effort is needed to observe and get their frequency, predict and decide whether to play along.

and then for the readers there are the sharper ones and the not-so-sharp ones. yet apparently there seem to be no correlation between the readers and the being-read. the sharper ones however seem to have the gift to conceal or reveal this ability though, and they tend to be better defenders of other readers as well. as a beginner in both, there's still much to be learnt i guess.

the love you wait a century for; will it last an eternity? masochistic lion, stupid lamb. twilight.

admires this concept of love deeply.

a la folie pas du tout - we all dream, some just dream a little harder.

state of nostalgia.

live in the past or hide!
since you wanted certainty

your very self a mysterious variable -
a colourful butterfly liking constancy;
some flowers do not bloom forever.

what's the use of your wings if
you never dare to take flight?

time to let go of some things, once you are sure of what you want.
and you know its right when you feel its right.

flutter on! - since you are a butterfly only once,
just like you can be a caterpillar only once too.

don't be a caterpillar too long to realise you shortened too much of your time as a butterfly.
don't be a butterfly too fast to forget what it felt like being a caterpillar.

happier being a caterpillar or butterfly?
you can never compare if you had never been both.