times where you feel that THE rubber band can snap anytime yet,
you also know eventually it won't.

pushing the limit too far. before it gets so far you can't pull it back,
stop.

if i only had the capacity to do more.
if i only had the want to do more.

if not,
can i just push everything off and do away with nothing?

wonder who came up with the idea that a star is with 5 points.

maybe knowing someone by chance once is enough,
so the feeling of enchantment will always be there.

maybe. reality should only leave just a leeway for fairytales.
so things wouldn't get too out of control.

wonder why the night skies fascinate me so much. seriously.

once, upon a time,
time would have stood still

if it could.



used to hear things told to me, by others
liked storing only the meaningful ones

sadly, most of the times they are not.

rarely, do i open up my treasure trove to share

perhaps i have high regards for worthiness
perhaps i'm just proud.

Like a shepherd I will feed you; I will gather you with care.
I will lead you and hold you close to my heart.

We will run and not grow weary, for our God will be our strength,
and we will fly like the eagle, we will rise again.

I am strength to the weary; to the weak I am new life.
Though the young may grow weary, I will be their hope.

We will run and not grow weary, for our God will be our strength,
and we will fly like the eagle, we will rise again.

Lift up your eyes, and see who made the stars.
I lead you, and I know you, I call you each by name.

We will run and not grow weary, for our God will be our strength,
and we will fly like the eagle, we will rise again.

Fear not, I am with you; I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you; uphold you with my hand.

We will run and not grow weary, for our God will be our strength,
and we will fly like the eagle, we will rise again.

clearly illustrated my current state. (add a "damn stressed-up" to complete the picture pls).

beneath the child lives an adult, within the adult resides that heart of the child.

amidst the calm waters, the water fairy saw a fish who smiled.


finally.

a glimpse of simple happiness...